On Tuesday I took my usual walk around Boston Common and the
Public Garden at lunchtime. I had to get out. I was numb from Monday's horrors. It had been such a glorious
day for a race when I met up with Rob, Anne and Jim Burnham and my daughter Sarah
to watch in Newton and cheer on Lisa in her 25th
Boston. I had sampled some delicious Jampel ice
cream, the crowds were out and the usual excitement and anticipation was in the
air. It was cool, a perfect day to run. The top woman stormed past and later we
were amazed that she had been run down by the eventual winner given her lead at 19
miles. The usual pack of African runners
flew past. Which one would prevail on Boylston St? Then CSUers started to came by: Terry McNatt,
Lisa and others in the dizzying sea of runners flowing toward Boston.
I have a soft spot in my heart for this race. Even though I only ran it 5 times and haven’t
toed the line in Hopkinton since 1982, I’ve been out to watch nearly every year
since. I have suffered Heartbreak Hill
and experienced elation just like everyone else who runs the Marathon. And with 24 of these things under her belt,
Lisa and I discuss the race often. We
always have CSU friends running so I come out to cheer.
In a moment so much changed, from the satisfaction that Lisa
had run an excellent race to sudden panicked phone calls and great relief as I
saw Lisa walk out of the subway, still wrapped in her foil blankets (she had a
snafu with her bag at the finish) to numerous emails, texts and facebook posts
as CSUers and family checked in that all were safe. In a moment of despair
watching the news I wondered if anything would return to normal. So many people had been so grieviously
injured by this horrible act. So many
others had acted so quickly and selflessly to help those in need. It was mind-numbing.
From the moment I walked out of North Station on Tuesday to
walk to work the signs were everywhere that something bad had happened. The guts had been pulled out of a compacting
trash can next to the Tip O’Neil building so no one could use it for a bomb. A state trooper cruiser blocked the entrance
to the State House. The Common was almost empty when most mornings it is busy. Later, walking out of work at lunchtime there
were two cruisers parked outside the building, a helicopter hovered high
above the city, the Common was full of police motorcycles lined up neatly, swat
team personnel were gathered outside the entrance to Park St. Station,
semi-automatic rifles at the ready. I
was overwhelmed by this feeling that someone had tried to steal our city and
our race from us. They had stolen 3
innocent lives. A great sadness hit me and tears welled up in my eyes. There
was a command post set up at the bottom of the Common, barricades ran across Boylston St, a long
line of news trucks and satellite dishes lined Arlington St., flags were at half-mast
luffing in the springtime breeze, bomb-sniffing dogs were on patrol with their
handlers and the Swan Boats, normally full of parents and noisy kids feeding
the ducks as they lapped the lagoon, were tied up going nowhere.
And then I noticed something that gave me some hope and a
smile. People were out walking in the Common and more particularly, as with every other Tuesday
after the Marathon, those who had run were out walking, visitors
to Boston proudly wearing their yellow marathon jackets. One man soaked up the sun and was proudly displayed his medal while he sat on a bench. The yellow
jackets were in fact everywhere. These
gimpy, sore runners were out to take in the city before returning home, most walking slowly, some
limping from their blisters and cramped legs, many speaking some other language. Most were visitors to Boston from across the country and around the
world, proud of their accomplishment and showing their camaraderie as runners. They were not afraid to walk the streets of Boston, even amid all the
unusual security and signs everywhere that something was terribly wrong. The runners had come out, to see the city, to
wear their jackets, proudly letting everyone know they had run this race. I was relieved. It will take time and a lot of healing and Boston and the Marathon are forever changed, but the City
and the Marathon and the runners will be back.
